My band is not happening.

I am really discouraged. I haven't touched my drums for three weeks.. I wonder how things are at ed's place.. and how he has been doing.

We worked hard, trying to commit ourselves to the band, even leaving all our equipment at his place.. but he himself isn't committed. What else can I say when he isn't even committed to going church?

Just a few weeks ago, I thought I should sell my kit away. The thought just lingered at the back of my mind while I naively hoped and assumed I would get to jam the following week. This is not working out right at all. Coming back from the gig at Third Place has left me heavy hearted. We barely jammed, and needless to say, we were still in the stages of defining our direction when everything stopped.

Now that Gwen and the others have completed their O's.. it seems that bumming with them wouldn't be such a bad idea after all. haha. Nah. Gwen's darn serious about this from day one we talked about it.

Still. I need to solve the problem about my drumset. Either I sell it, or I bring it home, which my parents are so gonna kill me if they find out I actually bought one.. Argh.

The gig at Third Place wasn't that bad after all. Went with Gwen and bla, yeah we have a band name Infusion. But when are we gonna jammmmmmm??? I asked Sheng along for the gig...he was like thanking me after the gig cos I think he just got himself a future gig from Loy, the vox for Parousia. Met Kenneth, he was with his st gabs friends.. Shy as usual.

Speaking of shy, I think I was when Kolin said hi. gosh. Either that or I was scared la. yea yea i was the latter. But Kolin is great at screaming laaaa. He did his job so well, it showed how inconsistent the guitarist and drummer was. Coordination man. The drummer was too fast for What is it to burn. Yup, but I think Kol was the star of the night, he received the many shrilling screams of the babes before and after their performance. Ahhhhhh. My rock star. hoho.

When would my first gig be? I can't imagine. It has to be perfect.